也只能到喜欢为止...

After all this time, I finally see the part I am really playing. Although I truly wished that I can be the Christine in this little tale, but turns out I am really just Erik.

In so many ways.

After all, I am just looking for something in the angel I saw, which may not even be real.

I learned a lot about myself from you and in the course, have also become a better person because I learned how to see the world through your eyes. And it is indeed wonderful.

But I am still just me, and this is probably as far as I can go. Erik will always be Erik. There is nothing that will ever change that.

Everything.

That Intoxicating Calmness

All I want is calm.

And the only time I can find it, is when you are here.

Although you are not here all the time, it's when you are, that makes it all the more intoxicating.

That makes all the time when you are not,

Better.