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How did it start, really?

Hmmm...

There was a while when I was very certain that I know who I really want, and that this person is the only one who can make me happy. And I actually thought that I can be someone who makes a difference in his life, just as he has made a difference in mine. Silly confidence, but it is something that I truly believed in.

Although we have never been anything else more than really good friends, I have always been glad to have his friendship. For a time, when things got pretty bad between us, and I thought that I had really lost this friend, I experienced a true moment's of panic when I was faced with the possibility that I may have lost not only someone that I truly care about, but a friend that I really want to keep for a very long time.

I contemplated for sometime, if I should just give up or should I persist?

To just wait. Without reservations.

But I guess time really does put things in perspective, and when a person's mind is not so clouded by emotions and negativity anymore, she can see that maybe this is all for the better.

Perhaps it is better to believe that if two people are really meant to be, they should cut the cord on the relationship aspects when things don't feel right anymore, and trust that fate will push them into the right direction. Be it friendship or otherwise.

And at the end of the day, I think I still prefer friendship more than anything else.

"Actually just now I wanted to tell you that the guy I was talking about is you. The rest is up to you."