Mine.

I found out something today.

And before I even realised it, I smiled.

The kind of genuine smile for someone that I never thought I would for this particular person.

And now I know it to be true.

This thing that I had been afraid to put into words, worried that vocalising it would make it go away. That somehow it is not permanent, but something I am trying to make myself believe.

But it's official. Been so for months.

I am finally happy. So so so happy. So happy with myself. So happy with the way my life is. So happy with everything around me.

I am so happy that I sometimes worry that it will all go away again without warning.

But all the same, I am enjoying every second of it.

This happiness.

It is...