Now We Are Talking

Rejoice, all who loves me! For I am still very much alive!

For those who hates me, BUGGER OFF AND EAT SOME GARBAGE! YOU ARE NOT DESERVING!

So it's been a while I have done a proper update because I have been busy with work, spending as much time with people I love spending time with and doing as many things that I love doing as possible. Basically just living the way I have always wanted for myself at this point of time in my life.

Life's treating me well and I don't really want to let myself down again by not enjoying it. And no, this is not one of those "I love my life so much that I just have to brag about it" post. It's more of a reminder to myself that I am finally ready to live for myself again. I lost so much in the past couple of years, and I fully plan to catch up now.

It's just kind of weird considering that not too long ago, I felt like I was in the deepest pits of shit and not knowing when or even if I could climb out of it.

Of course, it's not really that perfect right now. Nothing ever is or will be. I have a job I like, but it's only for three months. I have tons of friends, but almost all of them are attached, so I am pretty much the only singleton whenever I go out with them. And it seems like the happier I am, the fatter I get.

But I am adopting a relaxed attitude about everything. The job market competition is stiff, but I am prepared to be patient and not be too anxious to jump into anything. I want to find something that really suits me and make a career out of it. And considering how much fun I am having right now with the people in my life, being single for a long time to come, without the heartache, the problems and the constant worry of the future definitely sounds like a plan.

Nothing I can do about being a fatty though.

Better happy and fat than nothing at all, eh?

=)

PS: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO OUR MOTHERLAND, AND A HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL!