Friday, September 30, 2005

Secrets

I felt so sad when I read this blog.

Go read it. See if you can find yourself, or someone who you feel that you can cry for.

If I am to write something like that, like things about myself that I don't talk about because I don't feel comfortable about them, here are some of the things that I will write. Because I feel that compared to some of the things that many others had gone through, this is nothing.

"Sometimes I will imagine the people I hate dying violent deaths. And I actually enjoy it."

"I am easily jealous of people who are better than me, and will sometimes do the above to them. Even my friends"

"Ugly people freaks me out, but I pretend that I am not."

"There is a possibility that I will marry someone because he's rich, and not because I want to marry him."