Counting Down Now

I know there are some people who are disapproving of my decision.

Some of them are those that I care about greatly and whose avoidance of the issue and even me has really somewhat affected me.

All I can say is that I really feel that this is something I want to do, at this stage of my life.

I do not seek understanding because I am feeling a lot of stress and dread about my decision myself.

All I wish for is that, if you are truly my friend, give me the moral support I need. Even if I come home empty-handed someday.

But I am really grateful to my supportive parents, especially my mum who seem to understand, and perhaps foresaw this day. And the handful of friends that gave me a lot of advise despite not really knowing if it is a good idea.