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Well, I finally did it. I went ahead and told him. And his reply was to "leave things as it is". Although I was hoping everything will still be the same, I realise that it affected me more than I expected it to.

Maybe it will take time, I don't know. I know that he is trying to keep things as it was, but it seems like the nicer he is to me, the sadder I feel. I think it is just a phase that I need to get over.

I think it's seeking closure all over again for me. I have to, because or else maybe even friendship will become impossible.